a bad day

- woke up late
- late for class
- saw his car at the NPE highway on my way back
- where is he going?
- text him
- no reply
- called him
- the operator answered each time.
- say something babe.
- don u do tis to me.

Ignored and Unrequited Love

What do i do when he denied the love i have for him?
I just wanted him, nothing more.
Do you know this love is real?
Sometimes I wonder what you think.
My heart it aches, my heart it's sore.
I love you more than you could know,
And I don't want to ever let you go.
So even if I'm just a friend,
I'll always love you until the end.
If only I could describe everything about you.
I'd go on forever because it could never die.
All I know is that I have a love that is true.
Everything about you makes you the perfect guy.
I'll wait for you even forever it takes.
Till you crash your love and back alone.
I'll be the one to wipe out the tears.
Because I love you too much since first we met.


=I know you know this poem is for you=

open house raya 2008

my beloved friends!
from left (above) : naim, isha and ben
from left (bottom) : jien shi, fida, hakim and leo

you and me

the another door that opens,

could ever bring us together?

18 oct 2008,
the memorial of love that once blooms..

the eternal love that left

the lonely heart that been left,

without any goodbyes.

he went away,
at the very young age.

the eternal feelings,
sacked my heart.

he has to go,
left everything behind.

he is the one,
the only one i want.

but that night is the night,
after a year of fighting.

that bed was the last,
before we could share any.

i hold him tight,
but yet he has to go.

after 2 years had passed,
his smile is still with me.

i remembered the way he laugh,
very tiny but funny.

i am missing u,
my Elham that left me.

Elham and Alya is made for each other forever....

missing my late Elham

Muhammad Amirul Elham Bin Muhammad Azmi
(1986-2006)

Elham + Alya
(2004-2006)


thinking of you till it hurts,
i know there's nothing i can do but i just want to remember..
those days that we were together,
and
the love we shared..

:: love you till the end, Elham ::

boring day

online @ starbuck sunway,
doing assignments,
but damn lazy (help me)
juvann went out to meet her bf,
sara have to settle her brother's matter,
i am here with no one to hang out with!

-the bored, damn day!

nice girls shoppings!

Went out with Sara and Juvann for this whole sweet day! And we went crazy shopping here and there.. (as usual)!

So i get myself :

MNG white cardigan
MNG green basic top
Esprit green hooded
2 dresses from ZARA
Topshop pants
2 tops from Dorothy Perkin
A pair of sandal from Clark
4 top shirt from P&co
Skirt from mark and spenser
Bonia high cut shoes
hand bag from GUESS
and at last sling bag from MNG

:: at the end of the day, i realized that I've finished my 500 cash and used almost 2K from my credit cards.. But yet, I didn't shop any for my parfumes and make up list ::

black dress from ZARA

white cardigan from MNG


MNG shopping crazee


MNG basic top




I LOVE SHOPPINGS!!

the D's

desperation.delusion.destiny


"the art of living is more like wrestling than dancing"

Marcus Aurelius

the silence that redeemed

sometimes life failed to be fair


Life is pain
Life is sorrow
Life is nightmares

Life is love
Life is laughter
Life is sweet dreams

Life is change
Life is loss
Life loosing everything

Life is stability
Life is win
Life is gaining everyone

Life is tears
Life is hurt
Life is grief

Life is smiles
Life is comfort
Life is happiness

Life is loosing
Loved ones

Life is gaining
Yourself

kirsten burns

welcome to my blog!

what a nice feelings of writing.. hope to write more soon and hope u readers will give feedbacks on my writings, ya?

- alya shereen-